00 26 hrs ( 1 AUG )

looking back at this date last year.. i will be scare to death because.. it the chinese ghost festival ! i didnt realis it until i watch the news reporting about it ... about the ' Ge tai ' right now.. i am setting the atmosphere with it..as i am alone in the living room with all the lights switched off typing this blog.. actually what the hell is scary about ghost ? i remember when my grand-ma pass away... my heart is fill with sorrow and pain.. and i did went to stay by her side alone in the night for 3 days.. she is everything to me.. even though in the middle of the night i feel eerie at the back of my mind.. it is my heart that is so determine not to be intimidated by it overcomes that obstacle.. now .. of course not sorrow that takes place.. but anger in me that makes me strong.. yea.. i just feel like scolding all of them ! if theres one unlucky ghost happens to be here.. i will make sure you are not enjoying your one month vacation on planet earth !.. yea.. Hq is also quite happening with this when i stayed here in my early days... SO.. CHINESE GHOST FESTIVAL.. CRAP !

I LENNON THE GREAT today rejected a job contract today.. haha... a 2 year contract... $1500 plus increase after 3 months.. haha.. I REJECTED ! ? maybe i can spend some time waiting for others offer again.. though i am impatient now.. but just.. this Job prospect cant make me go futher up.. because in 5 years.. i be somebody.. not only reject people.. i will offer people as well.. ! And so this Job OUT ! XXXXXXXXX .. today i start to make a come back to once again teach guitar.. i am not really skilled ! Sunpa ! i am glad this person learnt and capture several moments.. Good for you.. but remember guitar skills in P&W isnt just about Song chords .. the feel and ability to bring people to the presence of Him through it.. so hope u can be a good guitarist in the near future ! 1 Aug liao... i have been waiting real damn patiently in this one whole month... Conclusion of July = FAILURE ! subsequent failures ! argh.. dun bullshit by telling me, learn from failures.. model answers.. CRAP ! but i always enjoy 1st July ! but next year... i have no idea how this 1 july gona be like... Just as the night is cold.. the surrounding will be cold.. Jason one of the Cg brother is flying to Kenya today.. haiz.. i cant send him off.. got to admit.. i am lazying at home not wanting to go out... Von boyage dude.. and this sunday match is making me nervous... Ah Huat... the top player for our team cant play... got work.. ! OH MY... hmmm.. i have plans.. hopefully it work out.. and once again ! WIN AT ANY COST ! Let do it... rage makes me now more determine to win now.. ! hmm.. going to continue to send my resume again.. ! but since is fun time.. let me play some eerie music to invite the ghost ! haha.. as i remember those 'feng lin' attracts ghost.. so let me play some flute music through my laptop and attract you ! BLAH... !!!!


Song Of the DAY : Will i be with you again classic ( 5 out of 5 Lennon's heart )