11 : 20 PM

today is a bloody day with a determine heart to run.. just came back from running ! oh.. so long didnt run and felt wierd .. i run because i want to train for sunday semi - final.. Yea.. SUNDAY ! and i think i am fat after having such a long holiday w/o exercising much ! BLOODY DAY ! because as i run, i realise my wound open up ..thats the one at the ankle area.. i realise the pain.. but i enjoy it and i love it ! .. as i see it as a challenge and obstacle ! so i am determine to finish the run back home ! and i did.. though i have to throw the socks away.. as it was white and bloody hell red ! SUx ! SUNDAY !!! SUNDAY !!!! i got to do my best to win the match ! even if i have to see the bloody card on me ! yea... Win at any cost !

Today catch up with a friend, Sammuel ! this chap is going in army soon but he is still working at Royal plaza hotel ! haha.. he mature alot..and he is one i can share alot as well.. as in.. after SHATEC .. i dont often keep contact with others but only a few which i like.. haha.. and he is one of them.. he is silly guy but grow alot recently.. WHY ? because of Love.. damn.. ! i know you are reading.. but i dont care ! hmmm.. you know.. you better recommend me to ur hotel man if i decided to come back to the kitchen.. i realise Shangri-la really jia lat ! your hotel is damn good man.. still got bonus for trainees... where on earth can u get that.. and still got housing allowances for foriengers ! wah biang ! ok.. hmmm.. sounds Good ! but i appreciate ur advice to me.. really ! you grown alot ! but i just have turn la.. more Vicious now ! EVIL ... hahaha ... You must be shiock la you.. tonite going to that place which i hated alot now.. haha...

Getting a little impatient.. but i will wait for a while still untill 1 to 2 week of Aug.. if really cant get the Job i want.. than i be bloody back to the kitchen and pursue back my chef line... ya why not.. ? lets see... The HQ .. is closing down for good ! a place which i have lived for 4 yrs plus.. a scary, blessed , dirty , sweaty , ppl come ppl go place .... if really i have the money now.. i will want to buy back this place.. but as what others say... the old one don't go , new one wont come.. ! i have decided to move my ass back to malaysia... is good because i can focus more on job and less on other things.. my dream is still on ! and it will come through with my own hands !


I WILL PREVAIL ..... The mountain will be moved by my own hands !


SONG OF THE DAY : RED HOT CHILLI ; DANI CALIFORNIA ( 5 out of 5 BLOODY HEART )