0822 am ( 2 Aug )

i try sleeping at 1230am ealier.. i want to forget the time.. i want to forget alot of things... i realise i cant sleep and drag and flip on the bed till 4am.. and just woke up after a dream ... well this dream is a dream of my new job.. aiya... i can sense so much that.. this job will be my new job man..

i just have to admit i really have a soft spot for God.. if not for yesterday... i wouldnt want to admit it ... i am glad for yesterday that i am able to see hear testiomony and witness myself what God can do in my life.. er.. i don't mean i am giving up my dreams.. i am still pursuing.. thank you ! i am really encourage by the testimony of waiting for many years patiently and trusting... and also those who suffer deadly illness and yet trust in the Lord even healing doesnt take place on that person as yet.. ya.. many WHY question in our brain.. but still.. the ' baseball hit effect ' is still painful on my head.. and i am determine to crave my destiny for the next 5 years !
As usual in the morning, i will check my email to see if theres any response from company.. but yesterday morning i recieve pretty wierd emails ... 2 person ( cannot name )send me email.. and is a personal email.. i was wondering if your in same cahoots ? but the content is talking abt me being real, and fear nothing and envious ? envious about me ? ar kidding ! no no.. you must be crazy.. i Lennon nothing good to be envious of.. there are many people out there u can be envious of ! there are capable and more successful ! so i think probably my blog has trigger you to write in response.. ya la.. i shouldnt have type to much la.. hmmmmm.......... So yea. hope your life will be lead strongly by Him and continue to do ur best in ur ministry !

as i say... Lennon has a soft spot for The one up high.. why i say so... hmmm.. because this passage just cannot be erase from my head... it keeps 'haunting' me... here you go..


PSLAM 37

1 Don’t worry about the wicked
or envy those who do wrong.
2 For like grass, they soon fade away.
Like spring flowers, they soon wither.
3 Trust in the Lord and do good.
Then you will live safely in the land and prosper.
4 Take delight in the Lord,
and he will give you your heart’s desires.
5 Commit everything you do to the Lord.
Trust him, and he will help you.
6 He will make your innocence radiate like the dawn,
and the justice of your cause will shine like the noonday sun.
7 Be still in the presence of the Lord,
and wait patiently for him to act.
Don’t worry about evil people who prosper
or fret about their wicked schemes.
8 Stop being angry!
Turn from your rage!
Do not lose your temper—
it only leads to harm.
9 For the wicked will be destroyed,
but those who trust in the Lord will possess the land.
10 Soon the wicked will disappear.
Though you look for them, they will be gone.
11 The lowly will possess the land
and will live in peace and prosperity.
12 The wicked plot against the godly;
they snarl at them in defiance.
13 But the Lord just laughs,
for he sees their day of judgment coming.
14 The wicked draw their swords
and string their bows
to kill the poor and the oppressed,
to slaughter those who do right.
15 But their swords will stab their own hearts,
and their bows will be broken.
16 It is better to be godly and have little than to be evil and rich.
17 For the strength of the wicked will be shattered,
but the Lord takes care of the godly.
18 Day by day the Lord takes care of the innocent,
and they will receive an inheritance
that lasts forever.
19 They will not be disgraced in hard times;
even in famine they will have more than enough.
20 But the wicked will die. The Lord’s enemies are like flowers in a field—
they will disappear like smoke.
21 The wicked borrow and never repay,
but the godly are generous givers.
22 Those the Lord blesses will possess the land,
but those he curses will die.
23 The Lord directs the steps of the godly.
He delights in every detail of their lives.
24 Though they stumble, they will never fall,
for the Lord holds them by the hand.
25 Once I was young, and now I am old.
Yet I have never seen the godly abandoned
or their children begging for bread.
26 The godly always give generous loans to others,
and their children are a blessing.
27 Turn from evil and do good,
and you will live in the land forever.
28 For the Lord loves justice,
and he will never abandon the godly.
He will keep them safe forever,
but the children of the wicked will die.
29 The godly will possess the land
and will live there forever.
30 The godly offer good counsel;
they teach right from wrong.
31 They have made God’s law their own,
so they will never slip from his path.
32 The wicked wait in ambush for the godly,
looking for an excuse to kill them.
33 But the Lord will not let the wicked succeed
or let the godly be condemned when they are put on trial.
34 Put your hope in the Lord.
Travel steadily along his path.
He will honor you by giving you the land.
You will see the wicked destroyed.
35 I have seen wicked and ruthless people
flourishing like a tree in its native soil.
36 But when I looked again, they were gone!
Though I searched for them, I could not find them!
37 Look at those who are honest and good,
for a wonderful future awaits those who love peace.
38 But the rebellious will be destroyed;
they have no future.
39 The Lord rescues the godly;
he is their fortress in times of trouble.
40 The Lord helps them,
rescuing them from the wicked.
He saves them, and they find shelter in him.


Thank You But..
i dont belive in what i should be in.. because i am still in the mode of craving out my own !


SONG OF THE DAY : JOURNEY ; OPEN ARMS ( 5 base ball hits out of 5 )