Monday 02/02/09

What a day ! Today is blue for me ! for people is monday blue.. for me is just blue la ! ever imagine Manchester United losing to Singapore soccer team ?? or And old man who can run faster than a young lad ? today i felt that way ! fell from grace and did'nt see it coming ! cross finger and hope for the best in this coming 2 weeks !

Just because i am losing
Doesn't mean i am lost
Just because i didn't say
Doesn't mean i am don't love or care
Just because i avoided
Doesn't mean i like feel happy about it
Just because i remain silent
Doesn't mean i am heartless..

Today for the first time in years ! i cycled !! yes ! cycling ! and night cycling ! i feel young and energetic and thought i could last the whole race ! Damn ! just left the house for less than 10mins i am panting ! wah ! real slow sia i ! thats the first time i said that to myself ! i enjoy the night scenery till i ride to telok blangah hill ! wah biang ... so eerie and as if both side of the garden got 'people' waching and staring you ! So also for the first time the 'ham zi ' Lennon reverse back and ride away and told jean about this 'chio ' incident ! along depot road i realise there are high end cafes and pubs !! is so class ! your can go there if your have the time and run out of chilling place !
along malan road ... also for the first time in many years, i played swing ! Wah ! i also become 'ham zi' ! the higher it goes, my heart almost fell out ! i haven overcome it ... haiz whats more abt the escape theme park which i want to challenge ! Die la !!

today my illness is better ! thought going to fever again ! but late afternoon is beter ! just with cough the latest cousin to visit me ! actually fever can be quite a scary thing ! esp high fever ! vision is blur and whole body is hot ! and you cant think a thing as well ! thats what i experience yesterday !

i will survive !! i will prevail !! Maybe she likes me .. yea , she likes me.. ya..i think so and i will look on the brighter side ! Lennon will be waiting for the good news !




lennon ! lennon ! lennon ! lennon !! lennon !!!