October 9 ( 1420hrs )

Raining now.. out of no where my mind wants to say : ' WTF ' ok.. those common user of this word will know whats this.. i wana say 'WTF' is because i am pretty disappointed with how people look at relationship or friendship with a certain restriction/ rules in their mind that they think is good for it. Well , i believe that so long you, yourself find you are handlng well thats ok, of course got to be sensitive as well as theres a common understanding establish in the friendship. When people speculate or think whats best here and there.. i think u are really 'WTF ' so i used to have good Gay friend.. does that makes me a gay ? in which i have a gay friend whom i am close with ... lol or how about good female friends ? makes me a female sandwich person ? i think as far as i am concern, treasure the friendship and talk it out ! i think we dont need people comment to determine the friendship ! sorry for being too flamboyant down here.. But some guys does deserve that ...

Wooooh.. i forgot about this blog seriously.. hmm.. alittle update.. cafe not going to open soon due to the venue that is taken up by others.. you see..when u are handling with a superstition mum.. you can never out beat her with any other good points ! haha.. well..thats not the end for me.. i am gona look for Jobs.. but this time more adventurous.. i have send application to London .. and got a reply... that wants me to be there physically for interview .. i think their main concern is whether can i legally work in london anot.. of course i can ! and i am not a typical malaysian... a malaysian who posses education in Singapore and speak fluent and good english and can slang to their mode any time ! LOL .. My mum is pretty worried for me.. she said : Son , Can you don't give me insomnia or heartattack.. your this decision comes too sudden for me.. Haha.. in fact my mum is the one who offer me to london to work for my aunty restaurant... than i realise.. is only testing me.. and have no intention for me to go there to work..but i thought for a while and thought why not try.. ! but not at my aunty's restaurant ! Anyway.. after speaking to Samuel one of my Shatec buddy ! i think is good to learn there ! and esp with chemical technology used on food started already in Europe.. i think i the kampong boy can go there to see the new world of cooking.. True enough upon graduating.. theres many thing i wana do or work.. but i think is a normal procedure esp when u are at that crossroad making decision wanting the best ! and every step is being corrected and guided by Him.. and i truly hope this will be the last U turn at Mount senai.. i wan to step food to promise land ! HAHAHAHAHA.. so Adventurous but i am abit reluctant though cos i am scared and insecure .. i told mum just give me a one way ticket will do and i will come back 2 years later.... haha. ok update ur again !

SONG OF THE DAY : ITS MY LIFE ( 5 / 5 ' WTF ')