Saturday ( 922 PM )

What a day ! today i dreamt of something very romantic but very sad ending... hahaha... how i wish i can sleep longer.. but beautiful moment will come to an end..... this dream remind me of a drama show which i recall.. is... is.. the Yang family show.. esp i got the same ending like this guy Yang Qi Lang ... as in.. he was shot by many arrows and on his hand he is holding something precious to him and not letting go.. in my dream.. i was not shot by arrows.. rather being stone to death by many people.. and i was holding something dearly to me as well.. ain't kidding.. woke up crying.. and saw myself holding something as well.. ! and quickly went to You tube to find that episode in which Yang Qi lang dies.. here you go..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0kYYq5dBS0w

Anyway.. i cried again la after watching this part... haha..
i can cry easily if its something related to dying for your love ones.. ! I promise.. ! remember vividly movies like letter to Iwo Jima , Blood Diamonds.. i cried..

Yesterday had durian with CG.. and most importanly manage to lure Alexis to join in.. this is my first time in Singapore eating durian outside home.. actually the feeling is quite good esp if you wear shorts and T-shirt rather than jeans ... its pretty uncomfortable esp outdoor somemore.. ! we ordered $60 worth of Durian and 6 Coconunt drink to help us fight the ' heaty-ness ' of Durian.. theres quite a few dramatic incidents along the way..one of it was Tracy saw a bird in the air flying straight at a window panel and fell directly to the ground... lying flat dead.. and Jeanette was quoting ' so funny sia '.. and though everybody looks worried for the bird but deep down my heart .. i was like.. what a stupid bird ! .. but just didnt say out..just in case among us..theres bird lovers... haha..
the condition in SPHQ is like a war torn zone.. you see dead bodies lying around , destroyed homes.. and debris every where !! and the one survivor seating down there wondering when this war will be over... Haha that surivor by the way is me lo.. seating down for a moment as its too mesy..and cant decide where to start clearing and throwing ! piss off by the way it looks..i went down to take a stroll.. and saw some big size indian guys were up against chinese kids.. as i cant stand the sight of it.. so decided to help the chinese against the indians.. haha.. as usual the strenght of chinese is determination.. and throughout the game.. we fought hard and win the ball everytime ! and manage to win by a goal margin ! kids win over the adults..haha.. of course i am not la.. i am an adults..the rest are kids..
Jeanette and i was chatting last night until she ask me why would i want to commit/believe in God ? i think the question is this la.. so i answer i am encouraged and convicted by this paasage in John 20 : 24 - 29 .. i want to be the one what Jesus has said " Blessed are those who have not seen but yet believed " thats why though sometimes i may have doubts in me..but i want to believe that Jesus is real in my life and this verse certainly does spur me on ! :-) remember you are not alone .... we are together in this mess...

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