AUGUST 27 ( 1633hrs )

WAH biang.. really angry.. i am rewriting this post after the first one somehow disappear !!! HMMMPH ... i was watching baseball the little leagues tournament in the US.. and these kids are around 12-13 years old.. and its fun seeing kids this young battling it out.. :-) i saw the Japanese kids being outclass by the Mexicans.. and tears roll from the Japanese kids.. i somehow recalled this deep memory that i had when i was in Primary school playing softball.. remember that time we were playing with bigger opponent so is like David Vs Goliath and really.. primary school Vs Secondary school man.. i was the pitcher and captain at that time.. i feel so much especially when i see the scoreline.. something like 21 - 3 ... and of course i teared a little after that.. but i was spurred on to do better.. and every pitch i make.. i make sure my opponent doesn't have the chance to bat.. and indeed i strike them out every single one.. and the score line stop from 21 for them and we manage to gain 2 more runs... my coach couldn't believe what he saw ... and so is the coach of the opponent.... feel great ! and i think i don't like to lose.. so thats why it spurs me on to better.. :-)

Past 2 days hasnt been great for me... SUX ! haha.. and it was raining practically everyday.. and it make it worse.. as this habit of mine will start when it rain.. thats to go down and drenched myself.. i started to take up the bible and read the Book Of Job.. this book i seldom touch as i always felt inferior and not worthy enough to be in the same league as Job and not talking about Jesus of course.... i am more like the wife than Job... cursing and swearing at God ... This verse in Job 2:10 reminded me of " Shall we accept good from God and not trouble ? " Yes..problems are real and is piling on me esp now its nearer to end month.. but the tides will change for the better... :-) i guess , i have taken God for granted many times and : paiseh ar , Forgive me ... and i truly believe if i go and count the blessing i have.. it will far surpass the suffering i being through... :-)
Jiayan is jealous of me.. haha.. JK.. ( but you know whats JK ... haha ) on monday received msg from my CG members.. and was telling her of this... and she stated.. she didn't even get the attention as much as i got.. Lol.. Aiya.. maybe i am new la... after a while this old bird will soon fade away..lol .. Tracy msg me something that catch my attention.. xxxxxxxxxxxxxx, i leave the ball in your court.... i paused and think for a while.. and know that i have been dribbling and playing the game on my own.. a beautiful team sports will always require a beautiful pass.. maybe i need to release that ball to God and the people around.. Oh Tracy.. Pass you back the ball.. but i guess she misses it..and the ball is OUT ! .. -__- '' HA.. i am glad tha ti am in this CG.. really ! ? :-) this Cg helps me alot ! and we will win the best CG in the whole church level ! Lets aim that ! Ok..moving house.. the thoughts of it makes me.. OMG.. the doing out it...Pls.. can i don't be involved ! ha.. erh SP .. dun pretend ar .. this is SP HQ..better move ur butt and clear up the mess ! is your last chance le to see SPHQ.. help me throw those things... and pack !!
lastly.. i will learn to let go.... thanks Jiayan..


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