1134 PM ( 03 Aug )

let me talk a little about yesterday ! yesterday theres only one part i enjoy the most ! and that got to be the rain in the evening time.. i have yearn for the rain a long long time.. and i really enjoy the rain alot ! though sometimes it can be troublesome.. like going to work or some other places carrying the umbrella. but to me sometimes when i am feeling real moody .. i will go and drench myself in the rain..the most significant one has to be the time when i am in SHATEC, when i got booted out together with another friend in a competition which we really hope to join.. but was betrayed by an idiot in the gp ! i enjoy the beating of the rain.. every drop that hit on my front and face.. and realising this idiot actually took off the shirt in the middle of the park ! lol.. could see the amazed expression of those in the cars that saw me.. but WHO CARES ! i Lennon the great wouldnt care ppl like you guys.. but it was enjoyable and fun ! as it helps me to remind of many things ! yeap ! so rain is good .. a good friend indeed !

Today service.. to be honest.. i actually intented not to go.. but in the end.. i went because i don't want to be a trouble maker and a problem maker.. same meaning la.. so.. hmmm.. went with a heart that isnt convince ... i just do not know what to do.. and expect not that i am a new-believer.. is just.. like.. must i really do that.. i actually stay outside the nexus till 1130am.. before i went in .. but the damn door didnt open at 1130am instead very late..so it makes me even more like aiya.. go back la.. somehow God's plan.. ZUL came and Sam came.. and chat outside.. went in.. look at the new cg members for the 1st time.. as in last week 4 was overseas so this time.. get to know another 4 new cg members.. they are Jeanette , Vivian , Tracy and Jia Yan ( CL ) .. i guess i was touched by todays worship.. i didnt sing.. neither do i express.. i just sat down and stare at the lyrics.. wondering and thinking and feeling and almost cried.. but i control.. because i can sense many eyes are on me.. so..i have to retain the composure ! lol .. but i think the turning point got to be the lyrics.. it has been a long time i understand what i sing.. normally we sing and we feel.. but understand is like seldom.. so i somehow is touched.. and i enjoyed and did'nt regret that i came.. of course the Cg members are nice people as well .. i think the mixture is ok, just that lack of guys.. most importantly , the combination of the fireworks as a group is there.. so i am not worried.. haha.. haiz.. they went KTV today while i got my Soccer semi final ! arh.. my Care-leader ( Jia Yan ) is really a funny person.. hmm i mistook her saying.. she is a hao ren ? and later she said..i dont look like a hao ren ? haha.. what i am trying to say is i suan her today la.. and make her feel quite embarrass also.. lol and i also think she really can test people very well.. example.. erm.. i was saying.. what cake to you like to eat.. ? and she said Tiramisu.. at the back of my mind.. so u have found out that i can make tiramisu well and you want me to make you one.. lol because normally CL will check the background of the newest member ... you know what i am trying to say ? hmmm...
SOCCER ! WE WON TODAY ! WE WON .. 2-0 over FC Anonymous .. its a fiery match , with heated exchange.. esp me.. i went to scold that fat malay guy on the sideline.. because he really talk to much and i am already playing in the field with sweat and heat from the sun.. now i have to hear another gorilla shouting outisde.. -_-'' and i really think that guy shouldn't be the keeper.. the moment he come in.. he let in 2 goals.. so u really very suay and suay and very suay.. today what is the reason for winning.. ? THE REASON is our MENTAL STRENGHT ! to be honest today we are w/o Ah huat and kenneth in the hearts of defense.. and the defence in the past has been a problem.. so w/o them is problem piling on.. while on practicing , i keep telling them..today will be the last match, and many came to tell me.. NO.. we will play the final.. ! and i said.. yea right... keep missing training and only come for important match.. ! and on the match itself.. i can see the ' ping le lao min ' kind of attitude.. we played as if our life is on the line.. and it was pretty frustrating in the first half due to the lack of attacking and the heat from the sun... our defence is strong today ! real strong.. Clarance , Hong dao , Alex , Jee kai , Donald , Weilong , myslef we all fight for everyball and win it at all cost ! and one single player i really have to highlight is BENSON
BENSON !! he scored 2 goals today.. erh i cross you the ball le for the 1st goal ! lol but it is not the 2 goal which i am concern..but is you as a friend and the determination you show on the pitch.. today.. i can sense something wrong.. but yet you display with all your heart in it.. thats a character man ! and thank God i know what is happening after that..and i really think you are a brave heart man ! tml is ur paper ! i really hope you can focus and do well ! we chill out again alrite .. Man to man .. bro to bro ! i miss that kind of action ! and i want to say you can count on me !
SO FINAL AUG 17 ! we are the underdogs ! but after today.. anything can happen ! so lets put a real test against the FC2024 and do the killer blow on them ! we will go in as underdogs and finsh like a champion !

Tml interview hopefully everything is ok and i prayed for some specification ! oh ya.. Lennon Lennon.. i am counting down..though life will be a little unexciting right now.. but when the count is finish.. i will be rejoicing !


SONG OF THE DAY : PEACEFUL JOHN&JO ( 5 out of 5 brave man )