8 July 2008 4:15

its another day of job hunt.. sending resume and building myself up by reading the bible and the church series ( as in retrieve back the losses when i am working ) ... hmmmm.. lennon will grow fat.. damn fat if he decided to just sit at home and everyday like that..haha... ok.. i think i must move around.. in which i did.. but right now after the last soccer match.. my muscle is really in pain... but not ' chao keng ' really fight hard on the pitch.. but in the end we lost ! 4-3 the scoreline again the same !!! DAMN ! but.. it was a game with good-spirit through out.. i really admire this guy call Zecharie , he is a good player with a big heart as well ! During training.. we thought we gona fight during the match.. firstly , their size is real big and tall.. ( the tallest in our squad should be.. Ah Huat.. 184cm ? and the rest is u know.. even me i dont reach the 1.70 mark..their average is like 1.75 ... so really.. heading we will lose all the way manz ( but they aint scary like TAG united... That team members are just Giants.... ) secondly.. they look fierce... they don't look like the tele-tubbies in the show.. :-) thirdly.. we all know the fact that the the one half of the semi-final will be us... so we will be playing each other real soon again... so everybody is quite eager to know who is the dangerous player and etc.. yes.. we lost 4-3 .. but i think we perform one of the best as a team.. i think its even better than the display against Team Indo... we lost only in crucial moment... but the rest..i would say we are far more superior than the opponents.. theres one move made by us in our attack is damn awesome.. is as if English premier league standard.. erh..i aint kidding... Woooooo ... to comfort ourselves... we didn't have our 2 key players as well.. Chong Jyn ( my mid-field partner ) and Keeper Wayne... the key for Victory against Fc anonymous and Fc 2024 for us is the right player on the pitch and belief... We will win them at all cost in the next meeting... ! Oh... and kenneth is back playing for us.. though he may look as sharp as before.. but he will improve and i have absolute faith in his ability together with Ah-huat in the heart of the defence... Oh one more thing to share wbout Kenneth... hahaha... yesterday he sms me to look at my mail ... mail ? so i though my email... and i check 3 of my email and didnt receive anything from him... till today.. when i open my mail box... i realise a card from him.. hahaha.. is a birthday card.. and affirmation as well... theres this part below the card that writes ..
Note : You do touched me with your actions , even the simplest of them. Thanks .
( i shy ) okok.. thanks my friend ! my turn to say to you... 2 yrs will soon be over, and thanks for the affirmation... Talking about birthday.. many people birthday sia... 1st .. Abigail ! Er... happy birthday ! 2nd .. Jaron ! hey.. happy birthday ! .. 3rd : Jorris : Happy Birthday : Fourth : Yee Shi : Hey Happy Birthday ! 5th : Leslie ! Hey Happy Birthday ! ya..so far like this... Cool ... i am still planning my time to celebrate with Abigail,and Jaron still...
i was reading newspaper today and came across this article about Dave Teo... Your should know right.. the NSF who went AWOL with Rifle... i really feel for this person.. but it was the Judge encouragement words that really made me feel even more.. it reads like that..

There was a time when you loved ,
There came a time when you hated ,
There was a time when you felt you wanted to kill ,
Now is the time for you to Heal .
There was a time you were broken down ,
Now is the time to buld yourselves up .
There was a time when you were at war with your being ,
Now is the time to restore peace within.

At the back my mind... it must be in the Ecclesiastes 3 ....A time for everything... as i went to read the passage.. the key verse which i learned and always slip away from me should be...

'God has made everything beautiful for its own time. He has planted eternity in the human heart, even so, people cannot see the whole scope of God's Work from begining to end.. '

only when we think of the bigger picture.. we will think less of ourselves.. ( Totally Agree ) And thinking of less ourselves , we will let God move in more into our hearts..
i really hope Dave will be restored and healed by God during his 9years imprisonment ...Seems long but i really hope you will or i will look at God's bigger picture in my life ! Amen ..

Lennon... you are stupid ... really stupid ( Thats one side of the voice telling me ) , Lennon... you mus'nt give up .. Fight ! ( Thats the other voice telling me... ) ok... let me think, You Idiots... ( My Voice ) Of course.. often times.. we have many voice running through at our head.. but not often we take up the challenge to question whos the one behind the voice... this period of time.. theres a lot of voices telling me this.. that... and blar blar... but i just hope God , You will pull me to ur side fighting... and i am yours at ur dispose baby... Great.. its evening time.. means.. eating time.. hahaha... Hope you guys have a great week ahead just like i do.. Oh...This coming sunday.. quite scary sia.. 1st time in my christian life..i am moving to a newgroup.. should i act dumb ? hmmm..maybe.. Chaoz !

Song Of the DAy : ( LifeHouse : You and Me ) 5 out of 5 lennon's heart