June 26 ...

BRING FORWARD SUNDAY !!!!!!!

I am serious.. i cant wait for sunday ! O my lovely Sunday..You know how long i have waited for u patiently and eagerly... haiz... Its coming.. my last day of attachment ! YEA.... ..... Today after work... one chef approach me to stay on..as i was giving my log book to let him sign.. hmm.. he is one that i didnt really think will approach me.. though he treats me well ( yea.. right.. Just kidd ) i don't want to name the chef as i dont want my friends to know who is he.. so maybe they wont bother me and interupt him.. anyway.. i got encouragement from this chef to stay on my profession though is hard.. he mention people come and go because ' The Goal / Aim ' is not in their mind.. and he shared how he come to work when he was younger.. coming with the goal in mind to be a chef and outstanding one.. it took him around 8 years to be who he is today.. i said.. Chef... i ..... i .... cant stand my life dedicating 8 years in this line.. and he goes on persuading me.. telling me his friend who took only 5 years to become one great chef... hahaha... all in all.. he wants me to stay in this profession.. hmmmmm.. i am going 25 soon.. with a culinary skills and diploma of this in my hand.. 5 years should be ok.. But... i know i will compromise certain things.. ya... esp with God's direction/things in my life.. well ... i need to think it.. and of course... i see those pathetic chefs all are like single and miserable.. No way am i going to be like them.. i want life to be done with a gp of friends and someone i love.. can you believe... one of the chef told me .. he got no frens at all.. except his girlfriend.. i said.. how long have you been doing this... 1 year plus...
Ok.. no comment.. haha.. Ok..what ? continue ? No.. > Shit ! never mind.. let me rob the bank.. -_-'' today i woke up in the middle of the night at around 3:55am.. it was dreadful experience.. This dream.. woah ! is like real.. immediately went to check my phone.. and saw a msg from yuhan.. hee.. she is also there for me ar.. i guess she is guilty because she said that i treated her like a passerby in my life.. aiyo.. i am really like that meh ? you just didnt know that you and Yuhui are both very important to me esp in my early ministry.. that is something i never forget.. you as a best friend and supporter and armour bearer.. and esp 2 kings 2:2 is in my heart... i am so blessed to have you around in my 25 years history...so sad sia u think of me like that.. of course there are still friends whom i miss alot.. though we rub shoulders and have conflicts before ..means not the end la.. i still miss you all ! Later , i am going with Jaron and kok how for dinner.. i think these 2 will not be 2 person only... sure got people going... ok la.. i pretend i am dumb ! hee.. so program will be more exciting.. where got out of the blue 2 two want to meet me so eargerly.. Huh ... hahaha.. oh.. today taken , Next mon ( 30/06 ) , Wed ( 2 / 07 ), Thur ( 3/07 ), Fri ( 4/07 ) hahaha.. all birthday celebration... but stupid.. no one date me on tuesday my actual birthday.. birthday now is not so imp.. yar.. it will soon be over ... as i have more important things to do... okok.. Times Up.. i dont want to be late for appointment.. gtg ! see what surprises Both guys had for me...

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