To all my readers, how u been ?..... Time to sleep again ! its been a long time since i last blog.. well.. its not that i have been busy.. but i just been too tired.. jia lat.. Old liao la.. 6 more years entering 30's club.. and you know what.. my heart is like... ARRS ggsjteyjjrTGKADRHKGJRTNLBKNSLBKDSL... HAHAHA.. better be quick to decide what i want to be man.. well my normal routine daily has been like this.. start work at 6am , end at 2pm or 4pm ... and come home and i will sleep.. haha..sometimes can sleep till the next morning.. or woke up in between and continue to sleep again.. hmm.. lack of sleep la.. have to take care of my face sia.. otherwise pimples will grow man.. and esp in a section where the oven is right in front of me everyday... haha.. hmmmm...

Here I am playing with those memories again
And just when I thought time had set me free
Those thoughts of you keep taunting me

Holding you, a feeling I never outgrew
Though each and every part of me has tried
Only you can fill that space inside

So theres no sense pretending
My heart its not mending

Just when I thought I was over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just cant go on without you..

Thats really beautiful lyrics.. i really like it and it describe me and i believe every one who is in this situation as well.. haha.. emo la.. but i am a Man.. lol this cant beat me down.. my life just have many thing missing at the moment.. the meetings that i used to have a lot.. the sheperding.. the planning with the people.. going camps.. LC ... these things just seems vanishing from me.. life seems to get weird as time past by.. just as now.. Jasmine and co are at Koto kinabalu having Leadership Conference.. while i am working.. hmm hated it that i cant go because of work.. but i truly enjoy LC among the rest of the events..is a time where i normally get refreshed ! theres a person who asked me.. if i have any unforgiven person in my heart.. haha , trick question sia.. and i actually have a name.. but u know what.. that isnt under the category unforgiven.. just that..i dont like this person thats all.. and i do not know why i say out that name..but really.. i have no one in mind..if i have... i am really not worthy to live my past 5 yrs as a christian.. SUMPA ! today during work.. theres a kid asking for waffles and pancake.. as i am feeling bored.. i decided to tease him.. ( thats who i am ) this small kid is from Scotland..and you see.. we serve fresh and do on the spot kinda waffles and pancakes.. so he requested 3 pancakes and a quarter of waffle..so i told him.. erm.. you have to wait .. and i play with u a game ?.. for each pancake, u have to walk around the restaurant one round.. and after that.. u will get your one pancake.. and he is on.. and he said to me later.. so 3 pancake means i have to walk around 3 times ? how about waffle, he asked ? i said to him.. 3 pancake equal to a quarter waffle.. so he think and replied.. ok.. i will walk 6 round of the restaurant for my 3 pancake and a quater waffle...wahahahahaha.. and he really did.. i think he is very on lo.. he is smart enough to know that i am kidding him... but just that probably he want to take the chance to exercise... hahaha
haiz.. craving for success on one side.. entertaining God on the other side ... looking down on myself on the other side.. what have i done to come to such stage.. i have to agree that is a growing stage for me.. is the time for my growth.. learnt that imperfect situation it may be.. is still the perfect will of God.. Strenght Baby.. strenght from the up high.. Lennon is the flying fish who want to make a new recordbreaking for the amazing 45 secs on the air currently.. i can and i will... hahahahahahaha... so looking for ward next week.. Why.. so many things happen sia.. someones birthday , CYL 2 , and i must clear my Annual Leave.. from 30 may to 4 June.. Woooh.. so shiock ! Finally.. must think of some plans... one of the greates moment these few days would have to be a dream i had on sunday.. i tell u.. i just cant belive its so close and real.. how i wish i can never wake up at that point.. (Luckily i did ) just share for fun la..for the sake of you readers.. Oh.. i realise i got alot of readers sia.. i was quite shock to hear so many reading.. muhahaha .. but shy readers.. never leave behind comments.. hahahahahahaha , erh , leave behind le.. don't like that.. ok.. got to sleep.. wake up again at 430am.. and after that.. i will enjoy my 2 days off hopefully.. missing ya, holding ya, thinking ya....

SOng of the day : I exalt Thee ; Israel and New breed ( 5 out of 5 burps )