Thursday, May 08, 2008

HI ! its been a while.. yeap.. a while.. :-) this week is a new starting week for me in a new work station at shangri-la ... in Italian section... learning the Pizza , Waffles, pancakes... do i enjoy it.. ? Yes, of course... and also with the fact that this will be the last section i be in Shangri-la...
not knowing the fact that this week is also the week in which Colin will take over SP... i didnt know of it until i met Jasmine for sheperding on monday.. time really flies.. on one hand i am thinking of when colin will be back , on the other hand it just happen out of the blue.. I got to say , i am RELIEVED ! really... it has been a pathetic 7 month since i started attachment on october.. and i felt i owe SP something ..though at times i want to do something..but i felt i cant.. Nobody will know that fact what i have been thinking.. and all i got to say, Colin will do a better Job than me , and he will have my blessing on it.. SP will grow even bigger in all areas !
Thinking why i am saying this on the blog.. ? i just want to let u people in SP know something ... i don't owe you anything.. especially the older ones in SP , Do and carry on what is needed to be done in the campus.. For my part , i will face my consequences with Him.. Regret , do i have ? Of course.. i felt certain things can be prevented and the ending will not come in a bitter end for me.... Joy, do i have ? i enjoyed those who serve around with me.. i wana thank Esther, she has been wonderful in helping me when i just took over SP, Chew fang , the one who watch me grow in the beginning stages... Alex, my follower-upper and first sheperd.. he is a humble man... Jaron , the one who is the first sheep of mine in SP and later grow to be a CL and have many record breaking moments... Yuhan.. the one who make me laugh and think of often... the female leader whom has it all at times... Randall, with the love and passion for the people and ever support for the leader... and most importantly, Jasmine Poon... the one who gave me lots of chances.. helping me at all times if its within her ability.. i really owe her a big time.. no amount can be measured in this debt.. i will still regard you as my leader and friend till the day i die.. for this kind of feeling just cant removed in me... sentimental ? yes i am.. and a hardcore one... lol !
i have lost count...the years i have been in SP... really
:-) .. i have lost count the people i have seen in SP... as well.. History is History... i will look ahead.. so whats next for me ? not sure yet... Hahah.. i think i will be a unique one.. because.. i will not be involve in SP ministry.. neither will i be in the RDMM... neither be in any tertiary gp... so i be the free-lancer.. it be cool... some ask me when will i join adults.. i said .. i am not sure if i am ready... haha.. and i am quite surprised that huixian know that if i really want to go to adults group, i will want to go to a group where i will not know anybody... and definitely will not be in her Care-group...haha , in which consists of Kehan, Shelby and the rest... okok.. i really do not know where i be going.. i want to go Nepal in August/September.. thats for sure...i want to finished my attachment with my last breath over there... i just want to enjoy myself when my birthday comes.. because is just after a day my attachement is over ! DOUBLE HAPPINESS !
THANK YOU ALL for the great time i had in SP !
i am in love with Boxing.. haha the contender is my favourite show.. the fighters there are all very good.. and especially Rafik the big-mouth , but this guy is definetly no push-over.. and my favourite is Yodsanklai , the thai fighter which is very very Good ! and right now i am just venting my everything on the air.. really must be discipline... gona see how it goes for the coming days... this sunday will play against Eastdee.. is a official match.. i am sure we will have our victory this weekend..
All right... theres actually many things i wanted to say.. but i choose no to right now..
In your hands is what i ask of you right now ..


No Regrets !



Song of the day : You needed me ; Anne Murray ( 4 star / 5 star )

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