Bonjour ! how are you ? very very seldom i write in the afternoon.. but today i am having off.. and feeling a bit sore-throaty .. the feel of it is really not nice.. but i guess i will recover soon.. once again i am counting down and looking forward my off days.. i read yuhan's blog.. and saw some photos abt batam kelong.. wooo.. i am thinking of going.. ! the sunset, the fishing.. the relax setting.. just want to make me fly there.. i think is affordable still.. but thinking Nepal.. haiz.. how sia.. ??> never mind.. i will see how i can make a trip there to Nepal.. batam.. hee..will go with a few of you guys..interested let me know again.. only Selected ppl ! Lol .. guess what.. i have read the bible quite alot of times these few days.. wana recap some things that seems to fade away.. but thank God i am a smart lad.. just read and i get it.. hahaha... but i came across the chapter of Joshua.. Damn.. i didnt realise Joshua is a great person ( Model )through my years.. i didnt view him as one.. But You know this guy ask God to stop the day for the isralites to fight against the enemies.. and the bible said : Never before or since has there been a day like that one, when the Lord answered such a request from a human being.. So he must be feeling great that time after all.. if i am fighting with the enemies on that time..i will be thinking.. wah , Even God is on my side.. who can be against me.. and the more i will boast about God.. or probably i will take a short break from the fight and take a coffee break and admire the sun since victory is Ours ! hahaha.. i think God will laugh until he 'peng'.. if joshua is to do that.. yesterday as i walked back home from the bus-stop.. i suddenly stop in the middle of the road.. It seems the Lord has stop the night for me ( woow, so after all , i am the next in line after Joshua ) .. In still moment, and as i was listening to the song miracle maker by delirious... it sings like that ' i am standing at the feet of my Miracle maker '.. i was looking around at the beautiful things that surronds me.. though i have seen these things for years.. but most importanly i feel God is grieved over me .. its seems he is telling me that.. despite giving me everything i need , my heart choose to be wicked and evil at all times.. and His heart is filled with pain.. so whats that all about ? i wondered.. and realise he is a God that gives the 2nd chance.. A God that will not condemns.. but Forgive.. but of course in align with his character.. i told Him : i am trying and i shall seek u with my heart always ! may you continue to annoint me.. may every plan i make you will determined it for me.. and thats where i saw the 1st car headlights.. and quickly get to the side of the road.. and the song Miracle maker came to the end.. i went home to check how long actually i have stand in the middle of the road.. Guess what.. i stood down there for 4 mins ! 4 mins ! and its that damn true.. 4 Mins in the middle of the road ! thats really build up my faith in Him.. yea certain things needto settle first..but i will settle myself 1st before facing the rest of the matters.. thanks alot ' THE GREAT ONE ' sincerely from the great one..
SOCCER !! when sia ?> i want to play badly to made up for the last match.. i think the irregular fixture makes me a bit rusty.. i think i have to run and fight more in the pitch for i realise i run less in the pitch.. and i have to make my shots count ! and most importanly i have to make sure theres counter pain and warm up before to prevent cramps.. ! i actually wanted to play for shangri - La inter hotel competition.. but i register too late..lol ...they send in the registration form le.. Haiz.. thought could used that to escape from working hours.. lol .. anyway. .next match is Pikachu.. yea.. mixture feeling.. but i hope they will play their best and give a good fight.. but you guys want to do a barnsly vs liverpool stun.. There's no way in heaven.. i will make sure that will not happen.. thats a promise.. and recently i stir up a bit at the hopepremier blog.. haha..with nasty/challenging comment i posted.. but its seems those ' Girls ' have others thoughts..lol now i am label the bad guy in hope premier league.. thats Too bad ' girls ' play ur girls game than.. only the guys will appreciate.. see.. i am who i am.. thats what made up soccer at times.. !
CHOAZ ...

Song of the Day : Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus ( 4 out of 5 stars )