1:45 am ... its Friday night ! but i am stuck at home.. lol.. wanted to spend this day actually like watching movie or do something else..but..ha, today is also Day 2 of my fasting.. but guess what..i think i can't really take up the challenge of the absolute fast.. my stomach has grow weaker and i actually have a stomach cramp today.. not the girls type la.. but funny recently my leg also cramp out of nowhere.. lol back to topic.. so i ate bread and jam.. it was better after that.. i guess. i will take other type of fasting ba.. anyway, God sees the heart as this is what i often hear and listen.. indeed.. so i am going to stay strong physically as well.. today as i leave house for work.. i saw a mother and son playing soccer at the badminton court.. i was like.. wow.. mom and son.. and the mom was some sort teaching the son how to play it.. i thought of my mum at that moment.. though my mum didnt teach me how to play soccer.. but my mum taught me to be who i am in life.. really thanks alot my MOTHER ! as the chinese song goes like that : si xan zi you ma ma hao - You ma de hai Zi xian ge bao... haha something like that la.. my mum is going to be lonely this coming end year.. i heard my sis has planned to go Australia to study.. and so.. hmmm.. just worried about my mum.. i am not so sure how i can help out.. but i will try to visit her as often as i can.. :-)
i really miss the past few days outing with yee shi , serene and catherine and chris.. not so sure why.. but i feel home kinda feeling whenever with them.. guess what.. all of them are driving .. haha, in the past we used to take bus.. lol i guess i better take car license in singapore.. better dont lose out.. than take my dad's car and drive..hahahaha.. but actually to take cab is better.. is more convienient..hmm.. we shall see.. back to topic.. today i want to talk more on Catherine.. i guess didnt talk much about her in my blog... so here it goes..

Reporter : So lennon, whats special about catherine ?
Lennon : Erm.. she is someone who is motherly.. yea thats the word.. but please don't misunderstand my intention..not being old or what.. i remember when back in school days.. whenver i have problem or difficulties.. she will be there to help out and counsel.. even right now.. she is a madam in BB.. so what do u think ? does she fit the bill ? and you could see rght in her eyes that she is really concern and caring towards about people.. and you can put your trust in her ..
Reporter : any funny incident that happen between you and her.. ?
Lennon : hmm , i cant remember really.. but she always tease me in the past.. and always says i am cool and she like me.. oh.. if i am not wrong.. she fell down when she come down from the stairs.. because i accidentally trip on her shoe.. not a serious fall.. ya
Reporter : use a word to describe ur relationship with her ?
Lennon : LAME = Loyal , Always there for you , Mature , Elegant :-)

Thanks for your time.. any last word..? Lennon : Friends Forever !

Yea..thats the interview.. when did i became that lame.. lol..
Yee shi.. posted a photo so funny.. the 1st time we met after 8 yrs.. i laugh untill peng.. my look was like..wah piang er..You Yee shi.. really ' tiou dai zi with me.. ' 1st meetig after 8 yrs already like wana fight..so now confirm war !! but the photo reminded me of a photo shot that yuhan had .. ya.. i look like a small kid in the photo..yuhan u remember ? that photo ? i want to talk about yuhan.. yuhan is someone like Gideon in the bible.. less of me but more of you kinda spirit.. i am so glad to have work together with her in the past..she certainly has leave a deep impression among the rest of the amour bearers that i have.. you know what.. God is still real in our lifes.. and i have the responsibility to bring you back to the sheep pen at all cost.. i urge you to come back.. is hard..yea.. but it can be done and i am looking forward again.. so my deer sheep, do send me the photo.. i want the photo and post it on blog.. and i am always there for ya ! :-) i always remember u saying we have no mushyness( theres such word ) between us.. lol
so how does my heart looks like right now ? hmm.. PATIENCE ! i will wait for the answer and i will wait for the promises you have given to me.. no matter how people look, i will still go ahead with my conviction.. FEARFUL ! i am afraid of another repeat episode.. will it happen ? not too sure untill the bottoms is clarified.. HOPEFUL ! when theres hope ,there will be a miracle.. come Miracle ! i need it in my finiancial and relationship issue ! LOYAL ! i want to be loyal to my church , leader , family members , friends and most imp my GOD !
Yeap !! here is all that i want to type.. but ooo.. last sunday while i was in RDMM.. i overheard a little boy and his father conversation .. i think the little boy is 4-5 yrs old.. heres it goes
Boy : Daddy , i am not happy about what happen ealier..
Daddy : what happen?
Boy : that Guy step on my shoe.. and i was waiting for him to say sorry to me.. ( sad , act emo )
Daddy : its ok la.. you are only a kid.. come lets go..
Boy : but no daddy , he really step on my shoe.. and it is wrong of him not to say sorry.. this is not the right thing..
Daddy : Come come.. lets go...
Wow.. i cant believe this little kid.. would you actually say that if you are the kid.. i guess the kids now are really something as compared to the past..haha, so dont offend the kids !! otherwise.. hahahahahahahaha
thats all folks.. i guess this is the longest blog i ever type ! i am so proud of it !! hee..
i am thinking of ... beer ... but when the beer are mix together like : Corona,Edinger and carlsberg... i will go dizzy.. lol, but its thrill.. haha.. Ouch ..i think i am going to take MC tml.. my right arm.. got injured while working today.. SIANZ ..

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