i don't like the time in the night.. i don't like myself alone in the night.. i don't like when i am listening to classical music feeling down.. i dont like to daydream in the night... i don't like to wake up in the middle of the night and realise its a dream.. I don't like when no one's around.. i don't like when people pester me.. i don't like people to give me that stare... i dont like and i will stare back.. hmmm.. night is magical but night can be dangerous as well.. dont you agree.. ? i am a dangerous man in the night.. on the outside u cant see.. on the inside i know it best.. listening to my fav music , i begin to stir my hearts up.. feeling tired on the outside adds on to my burden.. thinking of a few idiots just add more hatred , but thinking of a few saviours neutralised me.. search for Him, but i felt weak and ashamed to find Him, Knowing Him standing at the doorstep, yet i refused to open the door.. Oh why didnt you stupid fool ? knowing that i fell from up above yet nothing has been down to rectify the problem.. can i ? once again.. liquours/ beers are my good friends for this past few days.. i guess i just like them too much.. Thats me after all, say whatever or anything, i dont really care ... given a road ahead i will run and never look back.. hide in a hole as some would describe.. Kidding.. i will not even want to see and endure shit from you all..

Thats the feel and moment from the loser...