Feb 02 , 2007 1143am.. Hmm.. having a fever right now.. at a temperature of 38.5 c... it happen on yesterday.. which is bad.. but u know i am enjoying every moment.. ( i am not crazy ) but i choose to have positive attitude towards it.. esp when i read about paul suffering in the bible.. it really encourages me alot ! these few days i took a 360degree turn in my life.. i never know it till i realise it.. sound stupid or 'chim' whatever.. anway i know it can le.. tml ( Sat have a test ) hope i can score well !! later have to chiong for it.. well.. yesterday.. went back with my brother to sign a document in malaysia.. ( yea,despite fever ) at the same time i bought him back to visit my mum.. and to be honest.. my brother have not seen my mum for around 8 years.. well.. the reason is because my bro is staying with my dad.. and given his timid nature.. he obeyed my dad alot.. and thus not able to go back and visit my mum... well for me is different.. since young i have a rebellious nature ..haha.. but now no more.. pls dun come and condenm me !! haha.. the moment my bro see my mum.. my mum just looked at him and with so much love.. she teared and ran to hug my bro..my sis and i were just like.. stun.. but glad and happy for both of them.... suddenly i felt i am not loved anymore by my mum at that moment..haha.. jsut kidding.. ! she is so happy that she gave us so much money.. !! and bought us out to eat good stuff.. heard from my sis.. she recently won some money.. haha.. hmm.. thinking.. well.. haha.. i have really seriously made some plans for myself till 2010.. after graduation i am seriously thinking of going overseas for exposure in learning as an apprentice as a chef outside singapore.. my targeted countries.. America , France , Italy , England.. in 2009 .. at the same time i am preparing myself for church planting ! but i will settle whatever that is needed to be done here first ! after the sermon last sat about coveteousness.. one prayer that i make regular in my heart is the area of money.. that i may be content and give out of a willing heart to Him .. alrite .. guess you all have the same heartbeat with me ! see your soon !!

Song of the day : Besame Mucho by Andrea Bocelli