. 1844Hrs.. 10Aug'06.. Today.. i woke up at 830am... Late again.. but i manage to reach school on time.. this is Stupid.. cant imagine..always doze off.. today in class.. i am the " most hated guy's " friend..the class hated this guy alot..no one would sit with him.. no one will talk to him.. everyone will tease him.. and the whole class is like against him.. i have seen this for a few days.. already.. i feel like giving the class a good trashing in their life.. but i choose not to.. decided to act smart.. but till today.. the class acted like a bunch of fools.. which left me no choice but to declare , my clear stern intention.. to all of them.. they once again disrupt the class.. making the lecturer cant teach.. and u noe she is a very gentle kinda lecturer.. haiz.. the class juz makes me wana kill them.. i decided to join the most hated guy in class.. ( name Ken , normally no one sit with him.. ) the class begin their amusement.. looking and talking abt me for joining him.. haha.. but to me is a gd start.. i manage to break this cycle.. and move to a new one.. i got some close buddies.. in class.. they are for me.. and they join me as well.. in sitting near Ken.. i felt like i am the boss in the new gp.. haha.. Boss?.. dun noe when war will start.. 6 Vs 32 .. i am the leader of 6..? haha.. praise the Lord.. i am going to influence 6 person.. but for sure.. the class got to shut their mouth up.. whenever they have this idea of disrupting.. ! coz my gp will make sure the class can carry on... today got back my result.. i got 42 ... haiz.. this is a bad result... i wana cry.. 42 out of sixty marks.... i got 9 careless mistake.. otherwise i would have 51.. the highest got 54.. but i am a bit doubtful of the top-scorer.. coz during the test.. theres some copying.. here and there.. but anyway.. i learnt a great lesson.. coz.. discouragement will stop u from doing things.. so i decided to fight for the day to come to be top ! i think.. dun dwell in the problem.. God is with you..some times we win.. sometime we lose.. so keep believing.. and work hard.. God will do the rest ! He will ! u get it.. ? & dun let emotion rules u ! :-) i got some hardcore cash right now.. this cash is from my dad.. is for me to buy a laptop.. but now .. i am abit hesitated.. coz i got the money ... may wana keep.. may wana use for other things.. really.. haiz.. i dun noe.. i may not want to come MSn often.. in future.. find its sometimes.. really suck me up.. in my time/self-control.. i got to admit i am not a multi-task person.. haha.. haiz.. no choice.. got to be the Top.. i got to make some sacrifice.. will i ? so if i got the Laptop.. worse.. i imagine.. i think i will not switch off.. ! haha..let it on 7/24 ... i am having abit sore-throat.. aaahmmm.... hm..hm.. i prayed that i do not want to get sick for this whole yr.. so pls dun let it happen Lord ! let me be healthy ! yawn ***... only 8pm.. i started to yawn... ok.. song of the day : I see the Lord.. tonight wana stay close and see Lord .. to catch a glimsp of Him makes me want nothing else in the World ! good night ! Yawn..