2/08/06 1800Hrs .. Today onward till friday.. My motto : No rest till you complete.. my test is up and tight in this 2 days.. and the following monday, i am going to have another test.. today my pratical test : 1st Dish : cauliflower in Mornay Sauce , 2nd Dish : Lamb Stew , 3rd : red snapper fillet.. all three i am very confident.. my confidence grew everytime i enter the kitchen.. today i am completly on my own in cooking.. in the past.. there used to be talking around while cooking.. but i forcus and ignore what others are doing.. the feeling was great.. coz it shows i am capable in doing w/o their help.. somemore today is a test.. after cooking, normally theres a tasting time by our lecturer.. when i saw my plate.. i was quite astonished.. coz its so different from many of them.. i was quite worried.. thought that i do wrongly.. but HS come and spoke to me to be confidence.. and it turns out to be true.. that my dish is well-made. esp Red Snapper Fillet.. & Cauliflower mornay.. i have great confidence to Score High for this two.. not that i give up on Lamb stew.. but felt Lamb stew may lose out to this 2 dish.. by the way.. lamb stew is my Na shou hao Cai ! but today.. the sauce is rather dissapointing commented by the Lecturer.. saying its abit red.. coz i think the Paste put too much.. anyway.. even if its too much .. i am still confident in beating my classmates ! ha.. its Week 5 already in the Shatec calender.. i am making great progress in the relationship with my classmates.. at the same time.. i am begining to be more competitive in class.. my presence is certainly felt by some good students.. if u are around.. u could see the intensity whenever theres test , cooking result.. we all aim to be the best ! i certainly felt that i am in the right track !
1/08/06 0013Hrs.. was saddend by the fact that this situation.. is happening.. again and again.. i guess it all has to be some kinda common struggle that is faced by my ppl.. Diligent and God must come hand in hand.. i urge all my ppl to take ur Exam seriously ! Pls dun Slack ! at the end of the days.. all ur result gona post up at my Blog... so if u dun wan the worst secnario to come.. study hard ! last night... after much thoughts.. i really wana just faint and forget everything.. by the way , i never had this chance before.. ha.. so on my Msn , i wrote.. how i wish i could faint now.. and the horror came.. my mind is in a whirl.. spinning here and there.. out of nowhere.. i cannot see a thing in the comp.. so i log out from MSN immediately.. and Prayed..but my heart is still not in peace that i am seeking..and once the very moment i closed my eyes.. i fell down while i was sitting.. oh Mine.. its so painful for me last night .. clutching at my leg shortly.. coz cramp comes after that.. i couldnt move.. lay down like a dead..thinking of God only to help me in my Cramp.. and giddyness.. but the funny thing was.. i dozed off immediately after crying out to him.. and had a good rest.. woke up at 5 am to resume my stuff ! overall view.. is i sense that God wants me to rest.. but i shouldnt have said.. how i wish i could faint... and of coz.. God allow all that incident to come.. i guess He want me to eat my words.. Haha .. what a God i have ! Humorous , Brilliant and merciful ! my song of the day : Whos afraid of the big bad wolf ..By billy bletcher.. i sense.. i am the Big BAd Wolf... WOooooooOOOOOOooo o...... .... Eat u Up.. SLup !!!