14 Aug'06 2000Hrs.. Just watch finish a drama which i really like alot.. " Point of no return " it is a love story.. i didnt noe today is the last epsoide.. i really enjoy watching this kinda love drama.. is very loving and very real in reality.. i am glad that i am able to catch the last epsoide.. otherwise.. i will be like... sad.. haha coz i miss alot of episode due to my time and really wanted to watched the ending... after watching.. i realise girls are sensitive in relationship wherelse for the guys we tend to have some resevered thoughts.. this reserved thoughts are normally the surprises and last resort.. i am glad that Tianci and Shuanxi are tigether after a long journey in the show.. though is a long road..every sacrifice they made is worthy.. wah..ok.. i guess i shouldnt write too much abt this.. haha ..
Today around 8am.. had practical.. i am still with runny nose.. and a little fever.. together with the Chef uniform it makes me feel uneasy and warm.. today something happen.. the lecturer was furious when he saw a spinach on the wall near the main table.. he is furious because he thinks that we are so big already.. and yet cant be decent and be responsible.. and no want went to pick up the spinach.. and everybody just close one eye and pretending not to see anything.. so he decide not to teach the class until someone owns up... 15 mins have past.. i am getting a liitle impatient..coz i really want the class to go on and i noe my lecturer is capable of doing what he says.. and i know my class well.. i noe they also can wait until practical time over.. 20 mins past.. i wanted to tell the lecturer that i am the one.. but of coz i am not the one.. seeing my classmates not owning up..some even decided to have some fist game.. to see who will be the scapegoat.. i suddenly thought of Jesus.. in Isaiah which said that the Roman soilders were gambling away his clothes.. and i also thought of the feel which Jesus felt.. doing something which He need not need to do... by dying on the cross.. i am not saying i am like Jesus.. but just.. all this come to my mind.. after owning up.. my lecturer scolded me like never before.. after this .. i am glad the class can continue..my classmates were all quite surprised that i am willing to be the scapegoat.. the class indeed carry on after this incident.. my class mate one by one came to tell me and told me that i need not need to do such things.... some even wanted to find out the culprit..while some respected me for who i am.. but my thoughts is really just wanted the class to start.. besides that.. some of my frens..that is always with me..our friendship has deepen into another level.. deep down..i noe that the lecturer knew i am not the one..from the words that i receive , i can confirm this.. haha.. gReat ! today officially shared christ to one of my classmates.. ! it was a good start.. i would say.. recently i am applying self-control in my life.. its real hard of coz.. but i noe is worth it..but ..anyway.. i want to thank Andrew for making a honey drink for me last sat.. Thanks alot.. i am surprise ! haha.. very loving Brother ! and to all those who have been blessing me as well.. xie xie.. well gona have a rest.. after eating my bitter medcine ! hopefully 12am i can wake up ! haha my song of the day : Mercy : " i can only imagine.. "