23/07/06.. 0046hrs.. haiz.. a long day, with an injured shoulder i would say.. a stress day on friday, & a person in my mind keep running around.. & a breakthrough saturday ! let me start from friday.. was in the kitchen to learn brown sauce.. was quite careless.. and got my fingers burned on my left and a cut on my right finger.. was challenge by my lecturer to do better.. coz. i got my tomato paste cook for too long ( overcooked ) the mirepoix got burn ! is a kind of mixture vegetables coarsely cut.. and i am quite fraustrated with a particular guy who is so lazy that he keep asking me for things which he should get it himself.. LAZY-Bum ! u deserved to get scolded by the Lecturer ! haha.. i told myself where will be my future.. ? a chef ? so means an ordinary chef or what ? if i am going to be ordinary.. juz get a pass will do.. but i told myself that i am going to be Top-chef ! takes hard-work.. and i am going to fully focus on sitting one chair rather than have 2 chair and fumble ! TOP .. TOP CHEF ! Pray for me.. i am more spurred up now ! hmmm.. watch out u chef out there !! Haha ..
i have been thinking of a person recently.. well.. its good for me.. coz i am thinking..u see.. haha.. what a lame reason.. but anyway.. she just captivate me ! no worry.. theres nothing happening.. haha ... Focus !
my injured shoulder ! i was hurt during P&W leading.. on service itself.. i have been trying to find breakthrough recently ! today.. God really showed me a way.. He show me a vision.. where i was clinging on to the side of the well.. ( i am insde of coz ).. but i juz couldnt moved out of it..then i was encourage by the Spirit that i will get out of the well.. and after that moment.. while i was turning my back to the musician.. my shoulder got a sharp pain afterthat.. for that moment.. J A C O B came into my mind.. abt how he got inflicted with a pain as well as wrestling with God ! Gen 32 : 25 -26 ...
25 When the man saw that he could not overpower him, he touched the socket of Jacob's hip so that his hip was wrenched as he wrestled with the man. 26 Then the man said, "Let me go, for it is daybreak."But Jacob replied, "I will not let you go unless you bless me." the key for me is the injured part.. though it is talking about the wrestling between God and Jacob.. the injured arm for me is to let me be reminded of his blessing and Promise ! Same for Jacob as well.. the pain is going to with him for the rest of his life.. as everytime he limp.. he will be reminded ! God immediately unfold it.. i see break-through in my P&W .. was better and confident.. and SP got 1 convert & 1 Re-dedicate.. shortly after ! He say.. i will be out of the well.. and i know.. i need to keep on fighting ! and claim His promise ! so guys.. lets keep fighting and be persistence.. ! i am actually quite tired to continue.. i write again .. Goodnite !